I remember those days I used to stage people at ‘ukwu mango’ (mango tree) back in Igbariam campus of Anambra State University, Nigeria. I was such a talkative, wait… no I’m still a talkative though. But the difference now, is that I don’t talk for nothing. I’ve channeled my potential of talking into writing because I’m a fast talker and most times people hardly make meaning out of what I’m saying, and had to always tell me to slow down. At that moment, I already knew that ‘news casting’, wasn’t for me. I love keeping people entertained with talking because that’s the only thing that makes me happy, mostly in sharing knowledge or ideas. But how can I earn a living with talking?
Seeing that I’m a fast talker and most times my speeches ain’t clear, and being in love with oral entertainment because I have so much to say, and I’m always happy doing it.
I realised I was studying the wrong course ‘Political science’, and already in 2nd year heading to 3rd year. How can I convince my parents to see a reason for me to drop out after spending so much? That kept bothering me till the ANSU strike of 2011 or so.
Upon the strike, ‘my father passed on’, so I needed not too much effort in convincing my mom about my intention of dropping, and coupled with my then involvement in ‘cult activities’, shocked? Click here to read more
I lied that the anti-cult was after me and I can’t go back to school, also lied to my then girlfriend that I stole some money from the office of the hod and was expelled from school. All these because I don’t want anyone to convince me of going back to the school, to continue with a course I see no future in because of ‘Nigerian’s political structure and negligence for democracy and human rights. N:B. I’m not a liar, but sometimes in life one has to lie one’s way out when necessary, especially when it has to do with one’s future and ambition.
I dropped out and stayed at home for two years doing nothing, except equipping my mindset with what I want to do with my life. I know I could do a lot, but opportunities were rare. ‘That’s Nigeria for you’.
I left for South Africa, with help of the friend I narrated my experience with in my previous docu-article, titled “immigration crisis in South Africa?’
Life was never easy here, but as I said all I needed was an opportunity. I came in contact with many opportunities in South Africa, that varies from acting to solar technician. I could have gone full time into acting, but remember “I’m a fast talker without clear speech some times”.
I went full time into writing after series of short courses on writing, because I couldn’t study full time, coupled with the immigration problems that centralizes on the type of visa I came with. But knowing what I want in life, I didn’t let the issue of not affording a full time course demoralise me from my quest of being a ‘public writer’.
…And today, here I am telling my story.
Some people are still pondering on the reason why I left the ‘University’ almost some months to graduation.
But the ‘truth’ is that, it was a ‘wilful’ act. If I had graduated in ‘political science’, I wouldn’t have been here today sharing my stories on how to ‘discover oneself’.
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